I've been out of the loop for awhile. At 8a, the pads come on. I haven't played football since the 9th grade, and I don't know why. Well, maybe I do, perhaps I've just blocked it out. Never the less, I'm anxious to get out on the field. I've been thinking about Becca a lot lately. I don't even know how long it has been since I've talked to her. I've thought about Amanda a bit, but not as much as in the past. I guess the mind is funny like that. Well, maybe it's not. In the past year or so the only girld I've thought about were/are Amanda and Becca. I think my chances of getting a girl, let alone either of the two mentioned, is damn near nil. Perhaps it's time for me to grow a pair and stick my neck out there.